tar·sal

noun /ˈtärsəl/ 
1. A bone of the tarsus
2. the part of the foot of a vertebrate between the metatarsus and the leg; in human beings the bones of the ankle and heel collectively

I purge my days dizzy, I purge them empty, I purge so I can feel alive. This is a way to remember when memories become hazy. I used to love, used to smile and then, everything changed. I hate myself, hate my thighs, hate my smile, hate my eyes, hate my life. I hate everything I touched, everything I once loved, everything I once had. I hate the person I’ve become. Some habits are hard to kick. I’ll tell you my story, if you are willing to listen.

I’ll try to be more personal with this, something I can’t with the other.