January 2012
18 posts
I’m gonna update more frequently here since I’ve decided to abandon my main. Oh, how I miss that blog. It no longer feels right. The more I post, the lonelier I feel. It’s like everyone’s friends with everyone else. It’s like a whole big slumber party on tumblr but I’m not invited. I don’t have friends in real life, I don’t have friends here....
December 2011
37 posts
CNY is like Christmas. Fake smiles all around and families gather. Eat! Eat some more! Oh, you gotta try this. It’s fabulous! CNY is like a bulimic’s paradise. People who have been absent from your life decides to poke their noses in. What are you doing now, are you studying? Oh, where? Do you have a boyfriend? Yes. When are you getting married? If you don’t have a boyfriend,...
I hate myself so much I can’t even start to explain it.
“I want to be alone and I want people to notice me — both at the same time.”
– Thom Yorke (via lethalmutation)
I purged today, real bad. Now my chest hurts. It’s been this way the whole day. It hurts when I breathe or when I try to eat or drink something. Come to think of it, I should have continued sleeping and never wake up.
